Wednesday, November 29, 2006

New Year's Eve - 1999

New Year’s Eve - 1999
(for Maggie with admiration)

You reach into the closet
and I feel the old anxiety—
so mythic a dimension:

a place of disappearances
where Jews and true natures hide.

a place where skeletons
and disordered affections are kept.

the place Jesus wants us to enter
and pray more earnestly.

You reach into asymmetry
and bring out a winter coat
that will warmly embrace you.

Monday, November 13, 2006

Christmas Foil


Christmas Foil_______________


In sleep there is a tender Branch
that warms the air with mint,
with roots that reach into my heart
and shoulder Government—
a Sabbath in the midnight hours,
the Christmas star for me,
psalms reflected in pools of light
and snow upon the Sea.

The chorus whisper in the loft
the wind upon the beam
the candle flame beside my bed
a Pentecost of Dream.
And Ships of Three upon the Sea
the Vesper spell has won—
and Christ is coming to the earth
and war will be undone.

Tuesday, November 07, 2006

Epitaph



______Epitaph______

Even this stone
will be shaped by wind and sea.

I am the ephemeral one late of moonlit village.

Hymns thunder on in
other deep-throated cathedrals

I have met the fate of echoes.

I abide with Thee.

Jacob


Close heaven’s door
bolt it tight and this
is a stone. You cannot
plough into it and plant.
You cannot soar, swim,
or dive therein. It is
a stone.

Reject it.

Jacob put one on top
of the other and built
an altar to God.
In the burns he accepted
a stone for a pillow…
and dreams like water—
like Lazarus—came forth.

Monday, November 06, 2006

The Silence We Are Talking About


When we think about silence, Latter-day Saints almost always think in apocalyptic terms. We take special note of the 3 ½ hours of silence that precede the ultimate upheaval of nature, when corruption prevails on earth causing a dreadful silence to reign in heaven (Revelation 8:1-5, Doctrine & Covenants 38:11-12).

But there are two types of silence talked about in scripture. There is this silence in heaven that corresponds with the indifference of men on earth, when the heavens over our head becomes as brass because the hearts of men on earth have become hard as iron (Deuteronomy 28:23). There is also the silence of the human soul responding to the nearness of God and the approach of His kingdom. Silence in heaven signals the hardening of God’s heart—He is no longer listening to us. Silence of the soul reflects the breaking and softening of our own hearts. It is a token that we are beginning to listen. Thus this saying from Habakkuk, “The Lord is in His holy temple, let all the earth keep silence before Him (2:20).” The Lord Almighty whispers to King David, “Be still and know that I am God (Psalm 46:10).” “Keep silent before me…and let the people renew their strength (Isaiah 41:1).” This is the silence that we should welcome into our sacred meetings.

Scripture speaks of inappropriate behavior on sacred occasions as revelry and rioting. When the people of God refused to follow the prophet up the mountain, they eventually grew tired of waiting for him and demanded that Aaron make them a golden calf for worship. God was aware of the hullabaloo below and sent the prophet back. As Moses and his counselors approached the people, the noise of revelry reached their ears.

“And when Joshua heard the noise of the people as they shouted, he said unto Moses, There is a noise of war in the camp. And he said, It is not the voice of them that shout for mastery, neither is it the voice of them that cry for being overcome: but the noise of them that sing do I hear (Exodus 32:17 - 18).”

The affront of revelry is best defined, I think, in the Book of Mormon as, “making…merry…with much rudeness”—such merriment is evidence that the revelers have forgotten “the power that has brought them hither (1 Nephi 18:9).”

Common behavior among Gentiles, such merriment was particularly abhorrent during meals—a meal having a sacred connotation in the Hebrew tradition. “Be not among winebibbers; among riotous eaters of flesh” became a proverb of special circumstance and meaning to early Christians who found it necessary to guard against a tendency to turn the Lord’s Supper into mere social occasion (Proverbs 23:20). This was especially true for St. Paul and others who took the Gospel into Greek cultural settings.

“I find that you bring divisions to worship—you come together, and instead of eating the Lord’s Supper, you bring a lot of food from the outside and make pigs of yourselves. Some are left out and go home hungry. Others have to be carried out, too drunk to walk. I can’t believe it! Don’t you have your own homes to eat and drink in? Why do you stoop to desecrating God’s church? Why do you actually shame God’s poor? I never would have believed you would stoop to this. And I’m not going to stand by and say nothing (1 Corinthians 11:20-22, The Message).

What Paul finds appalling is the way in which a sacred gathering has been permitted to degenerate into a mere social occasion. These Christians in Corinth were not coming together to meet the Lord as much as they were coming together to meet, impress and flatter one another, to correlate, back-slap and exchange the myths people tell about themselves. Once again, the people of God were willing to send a prophet up the hill—this time Jesus to Golgotha—while they stayed far back and enjoyed a bit of revelry.

And now, once again, noise in coming from the camp—and it is not the noise of those who strive for spiritual mastery, not the noise of those who engage in spiritual warfare, but the noise of those who make themselves merry with much rudeness.

Silence is not the absence of noise so much as the absence of our noise. Silence happens when we put ourselves into the Light of God. There are many Christian disciplines that ought to be done in silence once we have placed ourselves in the Light—things to do as we enter the chapel and take our seats, during the prelude—things we should be doing while the emblems of our Lord’s suffering and death are being taken to the congregation. In the next column, we’ll talk about these spiritual disciplines.

It seems that we have forgotten the power that has brought us here. We have forgotten our Lord’s prophecy of the unseen presence in our midst. If we accept Jesus’ promise to be present when we are gathered together in His name, then I suggest that we adopt the practice of contemplative silence when we come together to partake of the Lord’s Supper. That is, after all, what Paul told those merry Saints of Corinth to do.

Thursday, November 02, 2006

The Unseen Presence of Frederick Chopin


I have promised a few thoughts on the need for silence in our meetings and I will produce them in a day or two. In the meantime, I thought we would better understand the need for silence if we first considered the idea of the unseen Presence promised us by Jesus (Matthew 18:20). My first thought was of how Emily Dickinson’s deep sense of things included the unseen Presence. Before turning to my thoughts on silence, I also want to tell you about a deep and soulful ritual celebrated in Poland every week at the birthplace of Frederick Chopin.

I once enjoyed a documentary by Bryon Janis that traced the composer’s life. As his film begins, we hear a sad and melencholy piece being played on a grand piano. A performer is seen in silhouette only. The narrative voice informs viewers that every Sunday a recital is given in this house. The unnamed performer remains unseen as the music drifts out the open doors and windows of the home. The camera takes the viewer along one such path and out into the surrounding park. An audience has gathered here and they are listening with rapt attention. Several have close their eyes, disembodying the music even further. It is a moment of transcendent biography. Here we sit on the grass, outside the birthplace of the great man, his melodic and soulful music pouring out the open windows and doors of his birthplace. This place and the unseen presence of the musician, who is after all only an actor playing Chopin, highlight the question: What was really born into the world on March 1, 1810? The question will loom large in our own souls, but only if we are truly listening.

Wednesday, November 01, 2006

The Unseen Presence of Emily Dickinson

Emily Dickinson is a difficult poet for Christians because she nurtures a response to life many wish to be done with. Hers is a deliberately less sure word of prophecy and we cannot explain her choice. We would solve the mystery the poet would promote. People who prefer the certain sound of a trumpet have little patience with the sputtering sounds of telegraphic code that typify her verse.

Christians were as difficult for her. Emily thought certain people among them profane. “They talk of hallowed things out loud,” she wrote to Higginson, “and embarrass my dog.” The convinced express gratitude for trifles, she thought, while leaving the best unacknowledged. “The unknown is the largest need of the intellect, though for it no one thinks to thank God.”

As a Christian, I find myself in the middle of the debate. Because I cannot write to her, I'll write to us instead. Emily Dickinson’s case for the unseen and unknown ought to be heard. A premature rush to certitude is condemned not only by the poet, but by prophets too. Time and experience are enjoined. Beyond this, there is an aesthetic element to shadows behind the veil. Without a sense of mystery, life is diminished. Emily enjoyed mortality for the dark valley it is. Ignorance, after all, is the greater part of life no matter the spiritual assurance. What is essential to salvation may be discerned—but what is essential to awe and wonder is the unseen presence.

One can see in Emily Dickinson’s writings a brave attempt to restore the unknown to a place of honor in Western religion. With new wine, she burst the bottles of hymnal form from within, adapted biblical imagery to suit her own sense of the sacred, invoked a haunting presence and lived her life in cloistered tribute to the Invisible God. Each contribution deserves a separate consideration.

Hymnal Form

In 1955, Thomas Johnson published a three-volume critical edition of Emily’s poetry. In addition to providing variant textual readings, Johnson’s work restored the poet’s original line constructions. It became clear that Emily had employed the well-worn hymn forms of Isaac Watts as a structure for many of her poems. Given her unconventionality as a poet, Dickinson’s choice of a puritanical construct as an enclosure for her eccentric concepts is significant. Why pour new wine into these old bottles?

Watts made use of a poetic form that established pauses and allowed a congregation of untrained voices to catch their breath. Consider the hymn, “Sweet Is the Work.”

Sweet is the work, my God, my King [pause]
To praise thy name, give thanks and sing, [pause]
To show thy love by morning light, [pause]
And talk of all thy truths at night. [long pause]

Emily Dickinson defied the convenience of the arrangement.

321

Of all the sounds dispatched abroad, [pause]
There’s not a charge to me
Like the old measure in the Boughs – [pause]
That phaseless Melody
The wind does – [pause] working like a Hand,
Whose fingers Comb the Sky –
The quiver down – with tufts of tune – [pause]
Permitted Gods, and me.

This is what Anthony Hecht means when he says that Dickinson “violates the integrity of the hymnal form…with a great deal of force.” We are made to read through the established pauses. Structure is no longer containing content.

I willed my keepsakes – [pause] Signed away
What portion of me be
Assignable – [pause] and then it was
There interposed a Fly –

With blue – uncertain stumbling Buzz –
Between light – and me – [pause]
And then the Windows failed – [pause] and then
I could not see –

(From # 465)

The new wine is bursting old bottles and that is the poet’s point. The unseen and unknown cannot be encased. They are the wild sea for which Emily expressed a preference.

Wild Nights – Wild Nights!
Were I with thee
Wild Nights should be
Our luxury!

Futile – the Winds –
To a Heart in Port –
Done with the Compass –
Done with the Chart!

Rowing in Eden - Ah, the Sea!
Might I but moor – Tonight –
In Thee!

To a poet out at sea, winds produce the needed wildness, Winds are of no benefit, however, to those who are done with the voyage and rest safe in the harbor of a known God. Better to anchor in an open and wild sea.

Adaptation of Biblical Imagery

The Bible, to Emily, was a lexicon of images more than words, and ‘lexicon’ was her word for ‘beloved companion.’ In contemplation of content, she became familiar with those complexities and intricacies that deepen her sense of Presence. Too much definition removed the Bible’s prophetic pages from sacred Proximity. She would rather our attention be upon its invocation.

1545

The Bible is an antique Volume -
Written by faded Men
At the suggestion of Holy Spectres –
Subjects – Bethlehem
Eden – the ancient Homestead –
Satan – the Brigadier –
Judas – the Great Defaulter –
David – the Troubadour –
Sin – a distinguished Precipice
Others must resist –
Boys that “believe” are very lonesome –
Other boys are ‘lost’ –
Had but the Tale a warbling Teller –
All the boys would come –
Orpheus’ Sermon captivated –
It did not condemn –

This idea of the Bible needing a “warbling Teller” is central to her poetic concept of scripture. To “warble” is to sing with a trill. ‘Trill’ is a fluttering of tremulous sound and ‘tremulous’ is defined as vibrating, quivering and trembling. In other words: an uncertain and indistinct sound. She is interested in the spell the Biblical tale casts upon its recipients, a charm removed by too much definition. She corrects our Lord’s brother (James 2:10).

Whosoever disenchants
A single Human soul
By failure if irreverence
Is guilty of the whole.

(From # 1451)

Of course, this poetic perception of scripture receives as little hearing from our own peers as from Emily’s. Joseph Fielding McConkie expresses the prosaic point of view rather well in an address he gave at a symposium held at Brigham Young University. The text being studied is the Joseph Smith Translation of the Bible, and McConkie had been assigned Psalms, Proverbs and Ecclesiastes. “I am far too good a sport,” he announces, “to mention that [my colleagues] ate the steak and left me the soup bone.” His time will not be wasted, he consoles himself, since the Prophet had spent time “in the poetic books [and made] what was a desert blossom as a rose.” He explains his antipathy to these books as he brings his lecture to a close. “All scripture is not of equal worth.” We learn from “the abuse of the poetic writings [Joseph Smith] sought to correct, [not to] establish doctrine from poetry.” Poetry “may be used to sustain good doctrine, but only after that doctrine has been plainly established in [the prose] of unambiguous revelation.” A quick analysis of the assumptions behind McConkie’s statement makes it clear that now—as it was then—a prosaic approach to scripture is an attempt to establish certainty. This is the orthodox tradition. Scriptures are “answer books” to the cosmic questions of life.

Emily Dickinson was of another tradition entirely, a tradition that does not assume revelation is necessarily unambiguous; a tradition in which poetic images and symbols are vessels of numinous Presence and divine authenticity. Rather than provide answers, they provide the soul with transport and provoke wonder and awe.

569

I reckon – when I count at all –
First – Poets – Then the Sun –
Then Summer – Then the Heaven of God –
And then – the List is done –

But, looking back – the First so seems
To Comprehend the Whole –
The Others look a needless Show –
So I write – Poets – All –

Their Summer – lasts a Solid Year –
The can afford a Sun
The East – would deem extravagant –
And if the Further Heaven –

Be Beautiful as they prepare
For Those who worship Them –
It is too difficult a Grace –
To justify the Dream –

By Orthodox reckoning—and they count all the time—this poem is a simple blasphemy, putting poets before the Sun. Poets, she explains, “can afford a Sun the East would deem too extravagant.” While poets place heaven on earth, the Orthodox, prosaic placement is in the “Further Heaven”—a placement that is “too difficult a Grace.” Real grace is found in the poetic realization of the unseen Presence.

Elsewhere, she defines the prosaic Heaven as

The House of Supposition –
The Glimmering Frontier that
Skirts the Acres of Perhaps –

(From # 696)

The poetic heaven is experience, not definition. So too is Hell and the experience is often a compound in one:

Parting is all we know of heaven
And all we need of hell.

(From # 1732)


Adapting Biblical Imagery

As a poet, Emily thought the Bible was hers. She took the advice of Robert Frost long before it was given. “Always fall in with what you are asked to accept; fall in with it—and turn it your way. Expression[s] like ‘divine right.’ Divine right? Yes, —if you let me make what I want of it.” Emily fell in with the Bible and turned it her way. She made what she wanted out of it. The Passion of Christ, for example:

Gethsemane –

Is but a providence – in the Being’s center –
Judea –
For Journey – or Crusade’s Achieving –
Too near –

Less obvious are the images of the Nativity in one of her most famous poems.

585

I like to see it lap the Miles –
And lick the Valleys up –
And stop to feed itself at Tanks –
And then – prodigious step

Around a Pile of Mountains
And supercilious peer
In shanties – by the sides of Roads
And then a Quarry pare

To fit its Ribs
And crawl between
Complaining all the while
In horrid – hooting stanza –
Then chase itself down Hill

And neigh like Boanerges –
Then – punctual as a Star
Stop – docile and omnipotent
At its own stable door.

The known solution to this poem is too simple: the poet is in awe of the Iron Horse and the way it overwhelms and conquers the landscape. In 1853, Emily wrote her brother Austin after hearing the sound of a train’s whistle when it first came to Amherst. “It gives us all new life, every time it plays. How you will love to hear it, when you come home again!”

“Is your house deeper off?” Emily asks in one of her letters. It is a good question. Should this poem be read “deeper off”?

Notice that Emily in her letter to her brother immediately associates the locomotive with new birth and life. The poem, written a decade later, deepens and develops the association. The first clue I would point to is her use of the word ‘prodigious.’ In context, it is usually taken to mean ‘great’ or ‘enormous.’ A prodigy, however, is also a child. The image of the “prodigious leap” is usually seen as a tunnel, but I would also suggest the poet has in mind the birth canal—a “pare” being the narrowing through which the infant must struggle to somehow “fit is Ribs / And crawl between / Complaining all the while / In horrid – hooting stanza .”

But this birth is divine. The neigh is like that of the Sons of Thunder (the translation of ‘Boanerges’), the divine witnesses of Jesus, James and John, who, like Zeus—the image in the Greek pantheon of Gods most associated with Jehovah—wanted to bring thunder and lightening down upon a city of unbelieving souls. In this reading, the prodigious step is from heaven to earth and is as “punctual as a Star.” The soul, having “chase[d] itself…stop[s] at its own stable door” where it becomes both “docile and omnipotent”—the inevitable Christian contradiction within the man who is both God and man. But the divine birth the poet gives witness to is the new birth of the soul.

These are esoteric views of the Christian story. The actual and historical are employed as metaphors for the poet’s own spiritual life. The stories evoke Presence beyond themselves. This allows Emily, without a blush, to make herself equal with God upon the cross.

875

I stepped from Plank to Plank
A slow and cautious way
The stars about my Head I felt
About my Feet the Sea.

I knew not but the next
Would be my final inch –
This gave me the precarious Gait
Some call Experience.

‘Walking-the-plank’ is a nautical execution, but the connection of “plank to plank” suggests the cross. Emily is at the intersection—stepping from one to another—stretched above the sea and beneath the cosmos. This precarious gait—length of steps (prodigious step) but also to the ear, g-a-t-e, a threshold—is the experience of heaven, more treasured by than heaven’s definition. Once again, Emily Dickinson takes Biblical imagery and makes what she wants out of it.

Invoking the Unseen Presence

In the Spring of 1876, Emily enclosed a note to Thomas Higginson, written on a separate page from her letter. The note simply says, “Nature is a haunted house – but Art – a House that tries to he haunted.” Emily wrote he poems in a way that implies—and hopefully calls forth—unseen Presence. This is what she means by haunting—the unseen ghost within.

670

One need not be a Chamber – to be Haunted –
One need not be a House –
The Brain has Corridors – surpassing
Material Place –

Far safer, of a Midnight Meeting –
External Ghost
Than its interior Confronting –
That Cooler Host

Far safer, through an Abbey gallop,
The Stone’s a’chase –
Than Unarmed, one’s a’self encounter –
In lonesome Place –

Oneself behind ourself, concealed –
Should startle most –
Assassin hid in our Apartment
Be Horror’s least

The Body – borrows a Revolver –
He bolts the Door –
O’erlooking a superior spectre –
Or more.

Emily is really interesting here—the unseen Presence—like the Kingdom of God—is within! Meeting a traditional ghost is far safer than coming upon this spectre—ourself concealed behind ourself—a superior spectre, or more….

To understand the dread, we return to Emily’s planks. A final verse—restored to “I felt A Funeral in my Brain” by Johnson—reads:

And then a Plank in Reason, broke,
And I dropped down, and down –
And hit a World, at every plunge,
And finished knowing – then

(From # 280)

The plunge into interiority reveals a world as vast as the exterior cosmos. The depth of the inner landscape provides all we need know of terror, awe and numinous fear. “Who has not found the Heaven – below /Will fail of it above. (From # 1544)

1543

Obtaining but our own Extent
In whatsoever Realm –
‘Twas Christ’s own personal Expanse
That bore him from the Tomb –

Poetry sprang from this sudden expanse. “The brain,” she wrote, “is wider than the Sky - / …deeper than the sea - / …the weight of God (632).” She told Higginson, “If I feel physically as if the top of my head were taken off, I know that is poetry.” Those who failed to enter the expanse of this inner heaven were safe but still entombed.

216

Safe in their Alabaster Chambers –
Untouched by Morning –
Untouched by Noon –
Lie the meek members of the Resurrection –
Rafter of Satin – and Roof of Stone!

Grand go the Years – in the Crescent – above them –
Worlds scoop their Arcs –
And Firmaments – row –
Diadems – drop – and Doges – surrender –
Soundless as dots – on a Disc of Snow –

Once more, those who wait for the other heaven miss the harvest—and the resurrection—within. The interior planets plough through their heavens, “scoop[ing]” or dislodging crowns and powers that drop silently on the chill of a still world. Without a sense of depth and mystery, an awe of the unseen and a joy in the unknown, we remain safe in a dead body, entombed beneath a lively mystery.

A Cloistered Tribute to An Unknown God

Can we now make some sense of Emily Dickinson’s withdrawal from society? Nearly complete in her mid-thirties, her solitude has given rise to legend, myth and analysis. On those rare occasions when she received visitors, it is said she conversed in darkened rooms, or from behind a drawn curtain, or sitting in a chair up on the landing, turned away from her guest. She dressed in white and—for the most part—never left her father’s grounds after her withdrawal. Higginson thought of her as “my cracked poet.” Her life eluded him every bit as much as her poetry.

The riddle we can guess
We speedily despise –

(From # 1222)

Emily would have enjoyed students pouring over her letters and poems. She would be pleased with the variety and multitude of theories, although she would find a few perplexing. She once wrote to her sister-in-law, “In a life that stopped guessing, you and I should not feel at home.” The role of an eccentric enigma suits her.

Richard Sewall, one of her more perceptive biographers, has written, “Emily Dickinson’s life, in a sense almost unique among poets, was her work.” Her “manner of life, and her way of telling about her life, were symptomatic of her sense of the mystery of things.” People who have learned little and long ago of her will nonetheless recall her white aloneness, even if they remember little else. In her withdrawal, Emily became they way, the truth of the life she espoused—the Presence she cherished.

Conclusion

By definition of the community in which I live, I am an orthodox Christian. Emily Dickinson’s failure to apprehend an historical Jesus and subscribe to the literal truth of the gospels is a troublesome thing for me. I am confident that her esoteric approach to Christianity is insufficient. Many Christians will wonder what good then is gained by listening to her. What possible meaning can Christians take from her life?

Here is my answer to that question. The Gospel is not a florescent victory. In this life it is a light shining in the midst of darkness. We remain ignorant of many things, we need to be reminded of this and we be assured that the unknown is not at war with the known, up does not attack down, within does not accuse without. While God remains invisible to us, we feel better than we see. Admitting this mortal insufficiency is not cowardice. We walk on the cusp of mystery daily and delude ourselves if we think we do not. Emily Dickinson can help Christians appreciate the unknown and the unseen as powerful conduits of God’s more certain presence.